Some or all of you will think I am a kook when you read this. My suggestion is that the moment you think this seems too weird, just move along. It is National Mental Health Awareness Month, so it is important to note that not only am I a kook, but I embrace all things kooky and strange. Or, as the Twelve by Twelve (AA) says, “One day I awoke to find myself surrounded by kooks, crackpots, queers and fallen women.” I have embraced them like I would my own children. They are what makes humanity so different from machines and animals.
Anyway, one kook in particular I have spoken to lately is a fabulous lady who does long distance Reiki over the phone. She informed me that I have two guardian angels watching over me, and that they communicate with me regularly. I wasn’t quite sure what she meant, but then I remembered this really, really weird phenomenon that keeps happening to me.
Everywhere I go, I find playing cards. Not a whole deck, or a group of six or seven, but one playing card at a time. A few months ago, I found the Jack of Diamonds over in Highland Park. Right before I met the Reiki practitioner I stumbled across the Queen of Spades at the Orange Line Metro station by my house. Yesterday, I found the two of Diamonds laying face down in my neighbors yard. I asked other people if this happens to them, and NO ONE has this happen to them. Just me. And, because I studied the Tarot since I was eight or nine years old, I know what the playing cards mean.
The Jack of Diamonds came to me a couple of days before I called my Executive Coach for the first time. Part of me was scared to work with her. But the Jack of Diamonds reassured me that she was working for my betterment, despite what some of my inner voices were saying. It reassured me and told me to relax and just go with the flow. We ended up writing a book together over the past few months and I am excited to see it get published.
The Queen of Spades is a wise older lady, who is often depicted as a solitary crone in the forest. We should always heed her advice, because she knows what she is doing. That was the Reiki lady, who told me about my two guardian angels.
I’ve been a bit down in the dumps the past few weeks, because I am working harder than ever, but finding myself not having enough money to spend on improving my house. I am due for a raise at work, but nothing has come through. The two of diamonds face down was one of the angels letting me know that things are going to be like this for a while, unless I decide to make a big change. Right now, I am struggling with work/life balance, and when the 2 of diamonds is “reversed” it confirms that things are not in balance. That’s why I am risking my job and writing this extremely nutty blog from my office right now. It is after 6pm, and I am done for the day, so hopefully it won’t be considered an unforgivable breach of conduct.
I will talk some more about this sort of freaky new age stuff in future blogs. It is a deeply rooted part of my being. I was raised in a “psychic” family, so I sort of take this stuff to be natural and normal. It is not “witchcraft” or some sort of devilish trick. It is simply the angels in my life speaking to me in words I can understand.